One of my favorite lines from Golden Girls is when something bad happens to Blanche and she says "I am stunned. Just stunned. There is no other word for how I am feeling but...stunned." In a way I feel much the same way. I am stunned at where my life is at currently, at the decisions I need to be making and how scary my future feels to me. I am stunned at the amount of support I have received and stunned at how certain people seem to avoid dealing with emotions all together. I am stunned that things I write about on my blog, especially me and my life, can be so hurtful and have such a profound impact on the lives of others.
I have decided to take some time away from my blog. It has become such an important part of who I am, but at the same time seems to be hurting people I love and possibly pushing others away. I don't know how long I will be gone, possibly a day, maybe a week. I know I will be back writing on here, or possibly on a new blog. But for now I need to figure out what direction I need to be taking in terms of finding happiness in my life.
As always, I thank you for your support and for taking time out of your lives to read about me. Feel free to email me with any thoughts, questions or comments and I will respond at quickly as possible.
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