I need new dreams!!!

My dreams have also been a pain in the back side, as they are often too graphic and quite disturbing. And for all of you who are thinking that I should stop watching so many horror movies and that will help, just don't even go there :) Anyway, here are two of my recent dreams. One is I am in high school and as I walk through the front door with my bike (which I rode to school) I am pulled aside and told I need to do an endurance test. After the test I walk out of the room but forget my bike. Once I realize I forgot it I go back to get it only to find that the seat and handle bars are missing and both tires are flat. I talk to the security person who tells me she did it to prevent anyone from stealing it. I thank her and then she and everyone else who is in the area starting chanting at me how I am a loser and can't get a date.

The second dream is that my friend Alica is visiting me in Germany, Carsten has just ended our relationship and Alica and I are staying at Carsten's mom's place. His mom goes into the house to make dinner and Alica and I are sitting outside in the sun. I begin to slice my finger tips and then to peel the skin off of my arms. Once that is done I proceed to light myself on fire wherever I have cut myself. By the end of the dream I am in a body bag with Alica and Carsten's mom looking at the bag in silence.

Now, if any of you are wondering how I am doing as of late, I think both of these dreams demonstrate the status of my well-being.