I can't catch a break!

Well, it appears that not only does my partner possibly not want me, but neither does any job I show interest in. It feels quite clear to me at this point that neither job in Chicago that I applied for will be hiring me and I heard from the job in Switzerland today that they are unable to hire me as well. I have also been in contact with someone else in Germany for the past three months trying to find work, but she just emailed me and said she has nothing for me as well. And lastly, every other job I applied for in Germany has already rejected me, so at this point in time I have no job prospects on the horizon. Maybe this is good, since I don't know where I will be living in the next couple of months. I know where I want to be, but maybe the plan is for me to be living in Baraboo, working at Kwik Trip and being alone. Speaking of that, in the late 90's I went to have my Tarot Cards read and then the following night I had my palm read some place else by another person. I don't hold much stock in all this, but they both told me the same thing, which was, I have a short love life and that I shouldn't expect to have a significant love in my life but rather be surrounded by family friends. That I should expect to be alone and that I have a long life line to enjoy that alone time.