A breakdown of sorts

This morning we had an early rise as we needed to get into the city to fill out the necessary paperwork for me to officially reside in Germany.  The building was a it overwhelming and a bit like a maze.  I felt much like how I suspect a lab mouse feels.  The process itself was also overwhelming to me.   Think of going to the DMV times 100!!!  Thankfully Carsten was there to help me through.  In the end, I have six months to take what's called an A1 test.  This test will prove that I know enough of the German language.  Now, I am already freaking out a bit since everyone knows how well I am at tests!

When we finally left, Carsten went to work and I went to the grocery store and then home.  Upon arriving home I seemed to have a bit of a breakdown.  The song I was listening to was not a sad song, necessarily, though it was a holiday song.  At the same time, I was looking at a picture of one of my best friends, Alica, and that is when I lost it.   I have been here about one month now and though I am happy to be here and have this opportunity (thanks solely to Carsten) I can't help but miss my life in Chicago.