Before today two people had been involved in my operation. Both interactions went quite well and now it is the waiting game to see what, if anything, changes. Today I involved someone else in the operation. It has become apparent to me that by holding people accountable and being truthful with them for how their behaviors impact me/make me feel, that I could lose some of these relationships. I was prepared for that from the start, otherwise it wouldn't make much sense to be doing this. Thankfully thus far that hasn't been an issue, though with the operation today that could very well be the end result.
I realize that as I write about all of this it appears as though it is some type of game to me, since I am writing quite light-hearted about it. I want to make it clear that none of this is fun and I believe the reason all this is coming out now is that I am far away and with more time on my hands to think about things and people that have really hurt me over the years. Plus as I have been working on my autobiography issues keep coming up and it makes sense to deal with the stuff now rather than later.
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